Saturday, June 5, 2010

12/07/2009 : 祂是誰?

Dear Father, 

This week topic was, "Who is Jesus Christ?". Our table topic was even more interesting, who is Jesus, before and after your baptism. I remember that year, when I was still a non-believer, I left the answer blank. I didn't know how to answer the question. I only knew He was the God for Christians, He was far and distance. And God to me, was always high up there. But in the past few years, Christianity has taught me, God is near, God can be near and close. He doesn't need to be far and distance all the time. Jesus was a man, He lived like us. He knew human's feeling, He understood us. But He had more faith than us, He trusted His Father more than us. He showed us this FAITH, He taught us this FAITH. 

Today, He is more like a friend to me. He is the most excellent listener, I gather. When nobody wants to listen to you, He will always be there, ready to hear what you want to say. I have developed this habit of talking to Him every morning in the car. That is the only time where I can CHOOSE not to have any sounds. Some days were just reports, some days were comments, some days were conversations﹐ and some days were just silence. Whichever ways of communication, our relationship is certainly closer and closer. 

I know you will be grateful for me when you hear this, do you not Father?  ^_^ 

God bless. 

05/07/2009 : Speak to Me

Dear Father, 

The good thing about re-journey is, you pay attention and agree more compared to the previous time. Like the teacher mentioned, He plans our lives for us. But we choose. We choose to be good, we choose to be bad. 

My friend asked me to keep hoping. She would continue to pray for us. As for me, I leave it to Him. I trust that He will lead me. I shall wait patiently. A lot of times, we tend to be impatient and look for a sign. Is this His message? Is that what He want to show? But I know, through experience, He will speak to me when I least expected. Always, through another person, He will speak to me. Sometimes, He will go through different people to speak the same thing to me. Reinforce, I guess.  ^_^ 


God bless.